Is there a time to which you would like to return? Describe it: the sights, sounds, smells, who was there, what was going on. Why would you like to return? [Author: Lee]
I am going to assume this means a time in 2012.
And you
know, there isn’t really a time BEcause once I start thinking of one it reminds
me of another and then there is that OTHER another that jumps up and down asking
me to choose it…
This is a nice way to feel, especially for someone who has
spent whole decades obsessed with rewriting the Past.
Today I am happy just to BE.
And to have BEEN.
Alive.
Engaged with Life.
Loved.
Loving another and others.
Filled with laughter.
Overflowing with tears.
I love my Life Now and each day I’m content to leave it and
let it go when it is over.
That is nowhere I want to leave.
Nor return to the
time when I could NOT Let Go deeply.
If there were the ability to return to a Time Past, I wouldn’t
know which to choose, BEcause to choose one would seem to take something
BEautimous and remarkable from all the others.
I never would have imagined this would BE my story.
That I
would feel this way.
I always was so sure I would want to go back to the time
when Timmy was a baby, or a little boy, or…
You see, I canNOT even choose that.
I am happy to BE Here.
Right Now…
1 comment:
I am also happy to be right here. And I really wouldn't want to go backwards (took so much to get here), but I enjoyed the time when Dagan was little so much! If I ever went back it would be back to those early years from baby to first grade. especially. :)
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