It is all too easy for me to lose myself and BE swept away.
In "self-defense" which is more correctly ego-defense.
I want NOT to react but inside, where you can't see it on the outside, I DO.
I am NOT very Zen sometimes.
I am edgy and sharp and tender.
I am so easily wounded though I canNOT "show" you How.
So I am simply aiming to NOT BE swept away.
To make room and space and NOT confine Life to my "rules."
I don't think this is going to BE graceful.
Still, it's going to BE.