I've spent a LOT of Life BEing in a fog. Looking away.
Refusing to take responsibility for my actions and reactions.
I have been a Very Good Blamer. I am an extraordinary Grudge Holder.
And Now?! Well Now I am learning How I CAN BE.
How I CAN change my attitude in a blink.
Which way is the choice.
How I CAN stand up for myself, listen to myself, and NOT have to wait for someone else to make it okay that I AM Who and How I AM.
Christmastime is challenging for me.
But only BEcause I say so.
THIS Christmastime is fresh as new fallen snow.
And so CAN I BE.
It's good, BEing aware of How I CAN BE.
It gives me Hope and then more Hope.