Monday, April 8, 2013

I Want To Know...

It happened again this morning. It was just BEfore 4 o'clock. 

I woke myself up talking. 

Out Loud.

Making Sense.

I want to know if this happens to YOU.

If YOU, too, are sometimes undone, awoken, and rather astonished by what your sleeping brain is DOing.

Without your instructions.

Without you even knowing it. [or suspecting]

I've learned to write these things down. As though I have uncovered buried treasure. 

And I have often seen the depth and reach of these captured treasures only after some time has passed.

This morning's little pearl was:

We are all broken and we are all remarkable.


Perhaps I CAN see the seed in this little bloom.

Since my fall on my head I have felt "broken." 

My brain isn't acting like itself and I've a sense of BEing a stranger to myself.

Despite this change of circumstances, I am adapting a little more each day to my sense of brokenness. 

To my unsense of self.

I see myself as I was in ways I clearly took for granted.

I want to know if YOU have experienced this, too.

If you surprise yourself as I DO myself with what I don't know I know.

I Want To Know...

I am challenging myself to write out loud for the 91 days, 1 April through 30 June 2013. I'm pulling questions out of hats and giving them some room to romp. If you have a question to share, please email me... 
silver dot currie at gmail dot com

1 comment:

Terrie said...

Nope, that's a new one to me, but it sounds like your subconscious needs to tell you something!

BTW I got one of your lovely postcards from the collage sheet swap, complete with introductory note. The postcard was a complex and intriguing collage - I'm lucky to have received it! Did you do a round one?